operation

TLK goes into surgery tomorrow morning, i'm sad that i will not be able to be there with her. honestly, i'm a little worried even though it is minor surgery. i can't imagine if anything would actually go wrong, so i'm trying not to worry.
it's hard to imagine one's girlfriend in danger. i try not to worry and believe that she will be protected in all situations, but when i'm not able to influence, or actively protect her it's hard.
i know that i will not always be able to help, i know that i will not always be safe or protective, but that doesn't change my desire to be there for her when she needs me.
anyway, just a thought.